Faith

Faith

 
During the weekend I was in Ipoh just hanging around the house when I remembered my that telling me that he had the ex Minister Of Health, Chua Jui Meng Testimonial on vcd. It was recorded around the middle of Oct this year in a church from Kota Kinabalu.  
I've actually heard a lot of ppl telling me that he had a great testimonial so I sat down in my parents room to watch it with my mom. Initially I thought it would be like those normal testimonial ie. how one accepted Jesus? how one's perception has changed? but I was totally amazed with his testimonial. 
It was filled with loads of detail on what had happened. How he was possesed and how he cursed to his own family? How there we nails found embeded in his body and the doll of him which they later found in a temple with needles in it?  
I was sitting there listening to his testimony and I realise how lucky I am to be a part of the Christian family. I have in the pass few years been sliding away from Jesus but at the same time still grasping hard so as not to fall to far away.  
I have a wonderful family and good friends who have been encouraging me. Praying for me so that I would once again accept my faith. Each time I find myself falling a bit further away, each time my family and friends will hold me back so as not to stumble.  
I can feel God is still there waiting for me and I know I can always look to him for strength and guidance. He has plans for me. Plans that I will not know until it is the right time.  
Anyway I just hope and pray that with the support around me I won't fall anymuch further down the valley of darkness. 

Interview

Interview

  
I finally have a job interview that I can look forward to so ppl please pray for me!!! The company is called XM Expanded Media Sdn Bhd.  

Dull Dull Dull

Dull Dull Dull

 
Betapa boringnya? There always comes a stage in the day that I feel extremely sleepy. And that time is now. Just after lunch, sitting around with a full stomach, trying to force my eyes from shutting. I should be doing my work but then as usual I've been trying to look busy although I have only been surfing the web. If my boss finds out I'm sure to be given the heave ho.
 
nothin much to report today. so thats all for now 'zzZZZzZZzZZZZZ'.
 

SLEEPIE!!

SLEEPIE!!

 
3 and half hours sleep was all I got today. Why you might ask? And my answer will be I do not know but my suspicion is pointing towards the chinese tea I had during my colleague's wedding. I've been trying very very hard to keep awake. Trying very hard to concentrate on work but it is all in vain as I cannot put my mind to work. So wanted to take the day off but then I'm sure I would get a white envelope on my desk the nxt day stating that I have been given the 'Fried Squid' aka 'Chau Yau Yue' aka 'Given the Sack'. 
Day started quite badly. The receptionist complained that she couldn't connect online since 2 weeks ago so I had to look at it. Come on its been 2 weeks, isn't there anyone else to do it. Ish.. Susah... dismantled the bloody pc, meddled with the network cables.. Nope no work. Found that the hub is not working. I think it is gone to hardware heaven. Changed to another hub. Voila the network card is blinking. 
Happily restart the pc but bloody thing won't start. I was like 'What the F**k!' it was working fine a minute ago. Couldn't figure the thing out so had to find a spare pc and transfer the hard disk to that machine. Now the bloody thing hangs. Got damned pissed off cause I was sleepy and this was frustrating.
 
Off I go to the store to find yet another PC cause I was banking that the motherboard got fried in the first PC. Started dismantling the 3rd pc to get to the motherboard when I totally forgot which of the previous 2 pc's was the 1st one. So had to put in the power cable to the pc to test. Just then I realise that the pc was running. I looked at it with amazement. What the heck is going on? Then I realise that the bloody network card was the culprit. Basket...if I found out earlier I wouldn't have had to take out the motherboard from the 3rd pc. So put in a spare network card into the 1st pc and then fingers crossed it actually worked.
I looked at the floor...shit so much things on the floor.. slowly I had to put the 3rd pc together again. Tryin hard not to hurt myself as I was still sleepy.
 
Oh before I proceed please forgive me if you dun understand what I was mumbling about cause althought it is 5pm now I am still feeling SLEEPIE! I need to go home.. I dunno what I just wrote. Sleep Sleep *walkin and lookin like a zombie*
 

Home & on MC & Job

Home & on MC & Job

 
I'm back. I've survived 2 days of team building. It was alrite but the 6h bus ride was ass hurting. I think my ass has flatten down a bit.. 
Anyway the 2 days was filled with team building games under the sun and also water polo, food, dancing, food, drinking and more food. So much so that I have fallen sick. Headache...ish hate it when that happens. 
Learned alot about team work and got to know my colleagues betta. Found out that the office might be moving over to KL and of all places bukit bintang. Shit... Damn... Jam...  
But this is not wat I wanted to find out. I wanted to find out my position in the company. Everything is so confusing. I might be changed to Contract work and I dunwan that unless the raise my pay like 50% to 100% which I doubt. Anyway I will be applying to MAS as a cadet pilot. As my close friends know i've always had a dream to be a pilot so if you ppl out there could pray for me it would be trully appreciated. ciao
 

Nite Out

Nite Out

 
Its 2am. Going to bed soon. Had a very long evening. Went for The Incredibles with a few of the guys. Not as I expected. Story was alrite but would have prefered a bit more slapstick. Not funny enough. I give it a 6 out of 10. 
Went for Sushi with ling ee then met up with derek in Ipoh Garden South although it was raining cats and dogs. 
Proceded to east and caught up with Choo Leng. Ended up in Friends. Quite a cosy place with a pool table. Ended up playin pool with two girl. Found out that they are doing their SPM. Ouch... out of limit.... hahahaha 
Then they left and started playing with 2 other girls.. Confirm a lot older but as usual I didn't say much as I didn't know wat to say so just concentrated on pool. Man I sucked. Malu..  
Played a few racks and got tired so ended the nite. Here I am writing this. Trying to figure out whether I should continue writing but then I guess I'm out of things to write so Good Nite Malaysia!!!
 

Hols

Hols

 
I'm back in Ipoh. Been back since Thurs mornin. Left KL at around 7am although I had only around 3hours sleep. Went out drinking with colleagues as one of them was going to get married.  
Anyway I'm going to be back in Ipoh till around Mon or Tues as Raya is tomorrow. I will go back on Mon if I have friend who are attending Armen Van Buuren gig in Zouk but I doubt anyone is going cause everyone seemed to be broke for some reason. In that case I will only go back on Tues morning.  
But then Wed I won't be going to work either cause will be having a company trip to Sebana Cove Resort in Johor. I'm actually dreading the trip cause as you know everyone from my team has left and there are only 5 of us. Of the 5,2 are already not going so left 3. Sian lah. What more it has been raining cats and dogs? I have a feelin that we would be stuck in the hotel most of the time. Unfortunately I can't find a reason not to go. haiii.... 
Hmm why am I talkin about sad stuff when I should be thinking of how to spend the rest of my day. What should I do? Who should I meet? Decision decision decision.... thats all for now...  

Job

Job

 
Guess I am in demand.. Got a job offer doing sales and also got called to attend an interview. Unfortunately I declined both.
 
I declined the interview because it was a programming job which I dun remember when I applied it. Not really looking for a programming job so I declined without hesitation.
 
As for the sales job, there was a lot of head banging and discussion with parents before I actually made my mind to decline it. Although I would have loved to give it a go but due to the fact that the pay is low and the company's policies are really strict (ie no reach target, sack), I had to decline it. I know those are really not good reasons but then I had to take into account that I have car payments still to make and if I do get sacked I won't have a backup plan.
 
Anyway its a bit too late for me to change my mind as I have already gave my reply to the GM. Just hope that she does not think that I am fooling around cause I was darn serious about it. Ish.... back to the market then..